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Self Condemned
02:11
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You tell me that you're
worried about me, well I'm worried too
there's nothin' I wanna there's nothin' I wanna do
I don't wanna get a job and I don't wanna write this song
I just wanna sit around and waste all my time all day long
zonin' out, and spending all my money
undoubtedly, unwisely
too much apathy, not enough memory
and now I can see, that my mind is empty
I can see all the problems with me but I
don't feel any urge to stop the flow of them
self condemned and not sure that I remember what
it's like to be totally sober fear of the fear I have that it's over
The fleas crawl on me, they crawl all over me
trying to figure out what I want to see or be
tomorrow, the next day, I can't find the words to say
I can't find my path or way, givin' up backin' off into dismay
doin' drugs and sleepin' all day in a
deep comma I lay so I don't worry if I'm okay
can I find the seed that misleads me my
time is running short and there's nothing to report to you
I can see all the problems with me but I
don't feel any urge to stop the flow of them
self condemned and not sure that I remember what
it's like to be totally sober fear of the fear I have that it's over
I gotta change my way
I'm afraid it's too late
to save the one I want
to keep her in my gaze
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2. |
No Complaints
04:42
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I'm holding tight I'm trying
but I'm letting go and it feels
great, even though I'm
fucking up
my motivation's gone to
shit always when I most need it
I'm, pushing off what I
don't like but what I need
Last night I was up all night
abusing my meds and it felt
great, even though I
need my med's to get stuff done
I'm making choices that I
shouldn't but I got my band
giving me the impression that things are
fine
I've got no complaints, I've got no complaints
I know that if I don't try I'll fail but I don't care cause I've got
I've got no complaints, I've got no complaints
throwing away my life should feel bad but it feels fine
I'm so tired that I
can't keep my eyes open while I
drive, cause I snorted
today's Adderall last night
when I've been up for 3 days straight
now I'm at my desk not doing
shit, all my focus
down the drain
yeah I've been slacking off on
my work I don't wanna be here
so, tempting to say
fuck this school I'm done with trying
if it was up to me
I would follow only dreams
bands, sex and drugs and
friends cause that's whats fun to me
I've got no complaints, I've got no complaints
I know that if I don't try I'll fail but I don't care cause I've got
I've got no complaints, I've got no complaints
throwing away my life should feel bad but it feels fine
You've gotta graduate high school
you won't make it with your band
get a job college plan B plan B
people telling me I have to do what I don't want
I'm late again I'm stalling
somehow finding some reason to
stay, inside my car
once again
one day it's snorting shit
then another sleeping in
smoking cigarettes a couple minutes turn into an hour
I've lost track of time again fuck this
whole weeks of school my mind is
floating away into space
bleh! fucking lame
fuck my fucked up lazy brain
I've got this apathy for
what's considered smart by society
what they say is responsibility
just don't really, matter to me cause
I've got no complaints, I've got no complaints
I know that if I don't try I'll fail but I don't care cause I've got
I've got no complaints, I've got no complaints
throwing away my life should feel bad but it feels fine
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3. |
211
03:07
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Late night chilln' after the show
I'm broke but I got places to go
after party fucking every fucking time
no complaints there's never cause to wine
4 bucks even when I'm broke that's doable
thank fuck for the 40 oz truley thankful
never let's me down the good times they will carry on
even though, even though, even though I
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no cash for spending tonight
I just don't have any
I'm going 211 tonight
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no cash for spending tonight
I just don't have any
I'm going 211 tonight
When there's no cash it get's like
fuck class right now I'm in no
mood for cheap beer but it's all
I got tonight oh yeah what's
going on cause I'm getting gone and doing great
me and my friends we're staying up we're staying up late
I'd be lying if I told you that I love the taste
hup hup hup hup fuck yeah pickitup!
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no cash for spending tonight
I just don't have any
I'm going 211 tonight
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no cash for spending tonight
I just don't have any
I'm going 211 tonight
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no cash for spending tonight
I just don't have any
I'm going 211 tonight
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no cash for spending tonight
I just don't have any
I'm going 211 tonight
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4. |
Don't See
05:16
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Big decisions, to
throw away, all the things, all the things I've worked for in my
life to save you, from
certain death, from the abuse, to try and make you feel less pain and
I hope you see what I've done and
I hope you see that I love you there
seems to be, no way to, get you to believe all that I've
done, to show my love, but you don't see
Yeah I'd throw my life away, to give you what you
need I'd do all that I can, to help you
tell me, what I can do, cause sometimes I don't
know, I try so hard but I guess I just can't see
Do you notice, the
things I do, or do you, just see all the mistakes cause it
seems like you only
see my flaws and fuck up, pick out all the bad things I do
please don't think I don't care cause I
won't kill myself self if you die I just
don't believe, that's the way to solve your problems please tell me
why, you'd want me to die, I 'd want you alive
Yeah I'd throw my life away, to give you what you
need I'd do all that I can, to help you
tell me, what I can do, cause sometimes I don't
know, I try so hard but I guess I just can't see
I just want you to see
why try if I'm
never going to win
why I
know that I have been
good to you
all the stuff I've been through, when will this
end
Yeah I'd throw my life away, to give you what you
need I'd do all that I can, to help you
tell me, what I can do, cause sometimes I don't
know, I try so hard but I guess I just can't see
just can't see
just cant see
just can't see
just can't see
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5. |
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you'll find us drinking on the
streets
maybe at the board walk in New
Orleans heat
down by the dock at the river walk
the tourists all look on in
shock, they didn't know this happened in the
states, they must be ingrates
I don't wanna waste my time
standing like a sucker in the longest line
waiting for a package deal
waiting round just to find something real
I may not know where to look
but I don't need to read your fucking book
I may not know a thing about it but
I've got reason to doubt it
Woah, your waiting for command from the tower control
Woah, propaganda stories of the highway patrol
woah, TV magazines you think they're something great
woah, regurgitated answers that you're getting are second rate
Watching the program on two
zero oh that cops such a hero
you know you wanna be like that
you know you wanna be a big cat
although it will not fill your dreams
you won't be happy by any means
solutions can't be bought at
shops or seen on cops
Woah, you're waiting for command from the tower control
woah, propaganda stories of the highway patrol
waoh, TV magazines you think they're something great
woah, regurgitated answers that you're getting are second rate
let's go
you'll find us drinking on the
streets
maybe at the board walk in New
Orleans heat
down by the dock at the river walk
the tourists all look on in
shock, they didn't know this happened in the
states, they must be ingrates
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